Sunday, November 18, 2012

Get what you deserve

I'm childish
I'm emotional
I'm selfish
I'm sarcasm 
I'm too bad

i felt down eventough i told my self to be brave.
i must face my own personality.

now?
i got why i deserve

i just broke with my bfriend
It wasn't totally my fault
but..

well, i just wish the best for your future..
Sorry for that scars
Sorry for that tears
Sorry for that broken heart
Sorry for this hurt decision
i felt the same.

Understand my decision.
Forgive me, cause i did.

Thankyou for 8 months that we spent.
Thankyou for been my first love.
Thankyou for taugh me about love.

It's still hard for me.
But this is my decision.
I wish this is the right decision.

And i promise to you, i will not forget you.
I will not forget your smile.
I will not forget what you said.
I will not forget everything about you.

I wish you can find someone better than me.
I wish you can make your dreams come true.
I wish for your health and your family.
I wish you to be better.
At least...
Don't ever lie to someone you love if you won't end this.
It's hurt.

I'll reach my dreams by my own.
I'll be brave and strong enough.
I'll be better.
I'll be fine.
 

Jesus, bless you.


For someone out there, 
that left many sweet moments.
03.04.2011 - 17.11.2012

2 comments:

  1. what a sad thing..
    I broke with my bf too about 3 months ago, and I'm still in love with him, he has a new gf now, and I'm so sad. :(
    yes, I know we can stand up with ourself, but, it's still sad, right?

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  2. Very sad, but beatiful words dear... :)
    xoxo
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