Get what you deserve

I'm childish

I'm emotional

I'm selfish

I'm sarcasm 

I'm too bad

i felt down eventough i told my self to be brave.

i must face my own personality.

now?

i got why i deserve

i just broke with my bfriend

It wasn't totally my fault

but..

well, i just wish the best for your future..

Sorry for that scars

Sorry for that tears

Sorry for that broken heart
Sorry for this hurt decision

i felt the same.

Understand my decision.
Forgive me, cause i did.

Thankyou for 8 months that we spent.
Thankyou for been my first love.
Thankyou for taugh me about love.

It's still hard for me.
But this is my decision.
I wish this is the right decision.

And i promise to you, i will not forget you.
I will not forget your smile.
I will not forget what you said.
I will not forget everything about you.

I wish you can find someone better than me.

I wish you can make your dreams come true.

I wish for your health and your family.

I wish you to be better.

At least...

Don't ever lie to someone you love if you won't end this.

It's hurt.

I'll reach my dreams by my own.
I'll be brave and strong enough.
I'll be better.
I'll be fine.
 

Jesus, bless you.

For someone out there, 

that left many sweet moments.

03.04.2011 - 17.11.2012

17

well, actually my birthday is 19 october. but, i didn't remember to post it. how could?! =.=

yeah.. maybe because this year is my busy year. I must study hard, do some projects, and also do excercise. This is driving me crazy.. i have no holiday!! even on sunday i must do my projects! writting an essay, competitions, homeworks, courses, and also EXAMINATION!!

and not only those are.. but i must prepare for the university's test. Yes. I'm in the last year of senior high school..

can you imagine? i even can't sleep well..! i feel tired. 

But now.. i'm not going to tell about my dailylife.

But i'm going to post my special day!

Here is.. surprised by my bests! (Raninta, Maria, Febby..) :D

They pushed my out of my home, and they roped me!! 

And after that, they gave me a tart.. :)

and tricked me .

And here is... surprised by my berryball and raymond :)

You know what? they made the tart and cupcakes by themself!! delicious!!

and raymond paid dancers to dance in front of me..

That was totally a big surprise!!

from the bottom left to right - clockwise (Caroline, Angel, Rina, Mei, Christa, Reni, Rita, Wenny, Tabita)

and here is.. a small party from my parents :)

And here ... my outfits!

so shy! ahahhahahahahha febby took it!!! LOL funny face

and thanks for the presents and greetings:) specially vina, theresia, etc..

:) Thankyou :)

May God help me in everything i do, i choose, i make, and everything! :)

THANKYOU JESUS

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